Yesterday was our 4years 11months anniversary and it has been quite awhile since we actually went out for real dinner. Another month will be our 5th year and I was joking with mom about how 25years is silver and all so 5th year might just be paper and dad was like, "Then the one year or less?" and I said, "Rubbish". So bad right? =P I think I'm such a baby despite being the eldest. I was complaining about how I have to move to my in-laws' and I actually said to mom that it'd be like a 9 months stayover before we move into our own place. The best part was when she almost choked on her morning coffee when I said, "Mummy, what if I'm supposed to drive back to the other house but I end up driving back home?" and she said, "I will chase you away, don't worry". I guess I should grow up...you know....really grow up. I've grown up in many ways but somehow, I'm still so attached to my mom. I don't think I will adapt easily into my new life. Imagine living with my family for coming 18 years in this house....all the memories and laughter...it's not gonna be the same. It's so quiet the other side and it's gonna take a lot of getting used to. I won't be surprised if half way through the night, I'd just take a 3 min drive back home just to bug my mom in her room. I will miss my sisters, the youngest especially coz she's so noisy and she follows me everywhere when I'm around.
Suddenly I'm thinking about the future without my parents...sigh...it's time to grow up Rosa, you're not 5 anymore...you're gonna be 25 this year. I also said that I would probably be in tears at my wedding. Damn bodoh but I seriously think I will cry....I told mom not to cry the night before my wedding. Haha. And she said she won't, damn tipu. I can bet with you my favourite pair of shoes that she will cry and miss me so much =P Lately, she's been giving me so many advice about marriage and how to be a good wife....first thing she said was, "If you ever bully Naz, I will ask him to come complain to me". What the hell? Some kind of mother right? So I complained to dad and all he said was, "Hear no evil, see no evil, speak no evil". I have mean parents who loves me dearly. Heehee.
Things with me and Naz...well....I think we're changing in many ways...at least I am and it's taking a bit of getting used to for him. I feel like we're doing the role reversal now. To me, I think it's a good thing and whatever that is happening now, I feel that if it's handled appropriately...it will be really good for us in our marriage. He was saying that Ms.Independent (Ne-yo) is the perfect song for the "me" now. I also know that it is not easy for him but I trust that he will soon grow with me and we'd be at the same wavelength again just as how I caught up with him in the past. I'm still referring to him as my boyfriend somehow and not fiance. I don't know why...it's not like I'm not proud but I'm just too used to "boyfriend" so what the hell lah. March onwards, it's gonna be "husband". Gosh. It's still so surreal and sometimes when I'm driving to work, I'd be like thinking bout how & what we did to get to this level.....and it's a lot...so imagine another few decades together...
There are a lot of things going on in my head now...I've learnt not to plan too much, to be more spontaneous and I think that I like it a lot....I've been staying home a lot too and spending much lesser time at Naz's compared to last time. It's really obvious coz his dad just asked me where have I been when I saw him today. I'm just having a bad symptom of soon-to-be withdrawal syndrome. Julian says I'm crazy coz I'm talking like I'm marrying a foreigner and moving to another country.
Time to sleep. Till my next post. Regional review this week. Busy week especially if my boss goes OTT kan cheong.
Suddenly I'm thinking about the future without my parents...sigh...it's time to grow up Rosa, you're not 5 anymore...you're gonna be 25 this year. I also said that I would probably be in tears at my wedding. Damn bodoh but I seriously think I will cry....I told mom not to cry the night before my wedding. Haha. And she said she won't, damn tipu. I can bet with you my favourite pair of shoes that she will cry and miss me so much =P Lately, she's been giving me so many advice about marriage and how to be a good wife....first thing she said was, "If you ever bully Naz, I will ask him to come complain to me". What the hell? Some kind of mother right? So I complained to dad and all he said was, "Hear no evil, see no evil, speak no evil". I have mean parents who loves me dearly. Heehee.
Things with me and Naz...well....I think we're changing in many ways...at least I am and it's taking a bit of getting used to for him. I feel like we're doing the role reversal now. To me, I think it's a good thing and whatever that is happening now, I feel that if it's handled appropriately...it will be really good for us in our marriage. He was saying that Ms.Independent (Ne-yo) is the perfect song for the "me" now. I also know that it is not easy for him but I trust that he will soon grow with me and we'd be at the same wavelength again just as how I caught up with him in the past. I'm still referring to him as my boyfriend somehow and not fiance. I don't know why...it's not like I'm not proud but I'm just too used to "boyfriend" so what the hell lah. March onwards, it's gonna be "husband". Gosh. It's still so surreal and sometimes when I'm driving to work, I'd be like thinking bout how & what we did to get to this level.....and it's a lot...so imagine another few decades together...
There are a lot of things going on in my head now...I've learnt not to plan too much, to be more spontaneous and I think that I like it a lot....I've been staying home a lot too and spending much lesser time at Naz's compared to last time. It's really obvious coz his dad just asked me where have I been when I saw him today. I'm just having a bad symptom of soon-to-be withdrawal syndrome. Julian says I'm crazy coz I'm talking like I'm marrying a foreigner and moving to another country.
Time to sleep. Till my next post. Regional review this week. Busy week especially if my boss goes OTT kan cheong.
